People that I hang with know I'm usually calm and pleasant but that hasn't always been the case. I used to be quiet and morose, which was a drain on my spirit but going back to that isn't the emotion that I fear most. I don't get emotional because I've gone the fuck off before. If you aren't a person that has been that pissed off before you are one lucky soul. Being that kind of angry is bad for everyone. Especially the fool that gets that mad. How mad have I been before? Back when I was in high school, on two separate occasions, I almost killed a nigga. The first time I was about to kill someone, this dude stole my watch. It was shitty and plastic sure, but it was MY fucking watch. Back story: I was always a loner. I was quiet, small and got absolutely ZERO ass in high school which meant I was a prime target for bullies. Basically I was the opposite of what I am now but deep down I'm very much still that awkward kid. Anyhoo...
Random Bloggings From a Random Black man.